Saturday, February 19, 2005

told her i got that i'm going to hav at outing w em
she don feel very good
i donno why so i ask her
wat she told me has her point
i din know how to answer too
but i guess is sometimes i don feel like going out with them cos we don have anythin to talk abt

but now is a grp of pple so i don feel anything
somehow you can see it in 2 ways
she'll feel that they don wan her to be involved
and i'm just making up myself to suit these grp of pple!

she told me then she'll go find her frens as well
cos she thinks that i have something on and told her the last min,
if i told her earlier she can planned her things and nt wait till now and din think on her part,
but did i really neva think on her part?ever?
...
i'm sorry that i told u at the last min.please forgive me.

when u left for ur fren's birthday,
i kept thinking abt u as i watch the tv..
i msg you at 9.30...another at 10.30...n finally i receive yours,i was execited...

had nothing to do at home,and i keep thinking wat r u doing?
i went out for a walk,took a bus to serangoon garden...
and walk back to home...
bought 2 cans of beer... ha
drank 1/4 of a can and threw away...
is bitter...i hate beer...but the feeling was good..
cant find someone to drink with me..
just sit there n drink w me...till i drunk..

wat is she doing now....?