Saturday, February 19, 2005

told her i got that i'm going to hav at outing w em
she don feel very good
i donno why so i ask her
wat she told me has her point
i din know how to answer too
but i guess is sometimes i don feel like going out with them cos we don have anythin to talk abt

but now is a grp of pple so i don feel anything
somehow you can see it in 2 ways
she'll feel that they don wan her to be involved
and i'm just making up myself to suit these grp of pple!

she told me then she'll go find her frens as well
cos she thinks that i have something on and told her the last min,
if i told her earlier she can planned her things and nt wait till now and din think on her part,
but did i really neva think on her part?ever?
...
i'm sorry that i told u at the last min.please forgive me.

when u left for ur fren's birthday,
i kept thinking abt u as i watch the tv..
i msg you at 9.30...another at 10.30...n finally i receive yours,i was execited...

had nothing to do at home,and i keep thinking wat r u doing?
i went out for a walk,took a bus to serangoon garden...
and walk back to home...
bought 2 cans of beer... ha
drank 1/4 of a can and threw away...
is bitter...i hate beer...but the feeling was good..
cant find someone to drink with me..
just sit there n drink w me...till i drunk..

wat is she doing now....?

Friday, February 18, 2005

I wont talk
I wont breathe
I wont move till you finally see
That you belong with me

You might think I don't look
But deep inside
In the corner of my mind
I'm attached to you
I'm weak
Its true
Cuz I'm afraid to know the answers
Do you want me too?
Cuz my heart keeps falling faster

I've waited all my life
To cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
Its time to try
Anything to be with you
All my life I've waiting
This is true

You don't know what you do
Everytime you walk into the room
I'm afraid to move
I'm weak
Its true
I'm just scared to know the ending
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

I know when I go ill be on my way to you
The way that's true

I've waited all my life to cross this line
To the only thing that's true
So I will not hide
Its time to try anything to be with you
All my life I've waited

This is true

// Ryan Cabrera - True

Thursday, February 17, 2005

Ladies n Gentlemen,
my beloved ones n fren,
i'll start work next week.
but of cos good news comes with bad news
i'll only work for a week.
*bang the table*
*bang*
*bang*
*bang*

why cant i just get a normal job.

Gonx Xi Fa Cai to my frens whom i din meet up quite often.

Weather is freaking scorching
i cant wear my baseball jacket

11,000 jobs to fill at March fair
read in the newspaper
so any candidate who are interested in looking for a job,
i'll see ya there

watever thing

Thursday, February 03, 2005

been to an interview this afternoon.
is prudential again!!
don wan to talk abt it
why always 'dio' as a financial planner?
i myself also donno

back home,feel so comfortable
flip through the newspaper
headache man
stretch my hand to tune in some music
'come some album music'
does it sound familar to u!!!

another day just awaits me

watever thing