Sunday, July 18, 2004

My Worst Day Ever

Been 3 months after my sis came back from Hong Kong
miss her so much
she slim down alot
a total new age gal
but she wont be staying long here, going back on the 21st
wont be able to make it for my birthday
but is alright at least she came back


while,through the journey we switch car with Baby's family car
cos we have 6 of us,so we took the Toyota picnic,
on the journey to changi airport, we din know that our maid, minah was car sick
so we though nothing happen, but when i smell the smell of 'feng yiu'
i though my aunt wasnt feeling well, but after came a sound
realise is our maid that vomitted,
and she so lucky to found a plastic bag in the car or else she will be dead
as she keep quiet throughtout the journey
at least she shd tell us that she wasnt feeling well
so we ask her to drop down and parked the car to fetch my sis


waited at the arrival hall,still cant see my sis,
bought tea,coke and a fries at burger king
waited about 20mins finally saw her
was totally amuzed that my sis changed alot
ya,she had fun in Hong Kong, at work,enjoy the delicacy
after that she went to join her frens at one of the hotel at orchard
guess she miss her frens alot ya..vise versa haha


so we went straight to the car park and head back home
before going home we went back to switch the cars
guess wasnt the right timing, her dad wasnt happy cos we took the parking lot
but was alright after that,then we head to comp comp to buy almond and saseme
again,my maid vomitted,but this time she wasnt in time to take the plastic bag
out of her pocket,and boom,went straight at the carpet,was so fustrated at the time
in the first place she shd take it out in any case she vomit again.
and yes she did,so well we reached comp comp,and park at one corner to clean up
so we all get down,and took baby's wallet n mobile phone
while they clean up,my mum and i went to bought the food first
but guess we were too late,the store closed
so we head back


not a while long,minah finished her cleaning
so we hop on the car back to our house
so we reached,and guess wat,i lost her wallet
at that point i was like at boiling point oredi,
cos i don like to loose other ppls things under my hand
so i look over the place but to no avail.
fuck rite,so both of us went back n search but to no avail
was so pissed that i told her im responsibile for that and ill pay her back
but think my tone wasnt good n instead i got angry
and she say shdnt i be the one who is apoligise to her,
yup she is damn fucking rite so i say sorry


was all a mistake
if i wasnt that careless it wont happen
i fucking hate it,
bite me
why is this always happening
i have enuf of it.
i juz hope it wont happen again
feel like a piece of fucking shit.


Argh...

Sunday, July 11, 2004

Sorry

I know i hurt u yesterday
was almost been a week since i gone
shopping with you
was a happy day as we shop for grocery
decided to prepare chawamushi on our own
bought bacon,ham,burger bread for our breakfast
time for home and i was too naughty...


i did something wrong which made her angry
i know im being mischevious
yes, i did not respect you


i kept thinking to myself that day
why i alwaes do this to u
and yet u want to be with me
i keep playing with ur asset


i hate myself


came to a thought that i wont do it again
but i still do it over and over again
but this time
proven to be
ill not
to be respectful


I still love you

Anonymous!!

Been lazing at home for the past week,
don feel like going out,
watched my fav show, Wisely.
famous investigator solved on mystery
my girl wanted to go play Mahjong at David's hse,
sick of staying at home
so i went with her.


we played and made Chawamushi
was great,but 1st attempt tasted abit salty
wasnt feeling quite good as we were playing Mahjong,
like i was a pet there playing with them as Max,
the humongous guy,keep attacking me back with words
like i owe him $$ or something,
till to a point of extend i cant stand it.
like everybody treat me as a little kid,
im no more a little kid,
fuck up,
i know im not as smart as everybody in our grp
but i dont give a fuckg care,
either do they
so fuck off
and stay away from me

Friday, July 09, 2004

My first attempt!

I have not been writting a blog since I 1st created
Was curious why everyone is having it,was it so fun
maybe they have alot of things to write in here


for me,
just tempting to start a blog
no daily activities to blog
not really good at expressing myself


many things had happened
but im not going to type it out
this is going to be my new inspiration
which i got to step out of it


try new things,
work from there
at the end
i want something thats more than that


hopefully from 23/7
i could really find a job
and settle myself
my girl,
i know u alwaes support me,
give me space to my thoughts,
i appreciate all the things that u done for me,
i want our dream to come true
my girl,
I love you